Pardon my previous Idk-how-to-describe entry. Things haven't been exactly smooth sailing for me, and even the people around me. Still, I'm very grateful and contented with the little things that make me happy. These two priceless and precious things called Family and Friends. They are, without a doubt, My Ultimate Remedy. So, let's not take things for granted, everybody. (:


Anw, last 14th April was dear Awitt's fourteenth birthday. Ibu and I decided to assess our culinary skills; which obviously for me, has grown a little rusty. Ibu baked him some Kek Marble, but I guess it was a bit terbantut. Haha. First time ehs, never before taws. Entah mengapa eh, I wonder which part did she go wrong? Hmmph.


Oh, and as for me, I baked him some Brownies. I already gave my all, okays. So, y'all takmo banyak songeh eh. Haha. But, the result will always turn out slightly different, from what people normally get. Well, atleast kek kita betol-betol jadi kali nii. The last time I did, I missed one major step! When I come to think of it again, I laughed at myself hard. Haha, are y'guys done guessing? That's right, I actually forgot to place the mixture to bake, in the oven! I just left it to chill in the refrigerator, my goodness! Patut laa kek tuu tak naek-naek! Haha!
Feedback? - Awitt thought it was a tad too sweet. -_____-"
Anw, thanks Amirah for your recipe. Miss you, cupcake. (:


To sum it all up, even Mbak Misye made for him a dessert. Bertuah punya budak! It's made from this particular Hoon Kueh powder and ready-to-eat marble cake. The outcome was just fabulous! Then, we decorate it with Hershey's chocolate syrup. Sweeet~ I even wrote 'K14' which simply means Kamarul turns fourteen. The writings looked a bit distorted, though. Oh, and since our budget's kinda tight, we only bought a packet of chikin franks, chikin nuggets and fish fillets (is it?) each. Abe potong kecik-kecik, terus jadi banyak. Haha! It looks appetisingly cute, though small in size. Hehe. Hey, it's the thought that counts. *winks*


* * * * * * * * * * *
I think my relationship with Awitt has improved. 'Cos this brother of mine, just has the tendency to keep things to himself, y'know. So, I was relieved when I was accompanying him to sleep last night, and he suddenly popped out the question, "Kak, I need somebody to talk to..."

So, like any good sister do, I asked him if he was doing okay in school... Iyelaa, kakak mana tak sayang adek, oi! The last thing I would (never) do, is to fail my lifetime job, being his blood sister. Anyhoots, back to the story, he suddenly opened up a topic about BGR (!!!); like how he's having a crush on someone in school, rightnow. Haha! I told him that it's perfectly normal to feel wise. Then, he talked about his future plans and all... Honestly, I was quite stunned! Dah besar jugakk adek aku nii eh, fikiran de pon dah boleh tahan matang. Hehe! (;

Whatever it is, I don't mind. Like what Ayah once said; "One day, you'll be suprised if your sister or brother turns to you first, before myself (Ayah) or your Ibu, to discuss about their personal encounters..." Somewhat true enough? *smiles* What matters most is, the very fact and assurance that I'll be there for them. I want to be there for them. What will my world be like, without my adek-adek, y'tell me? (':


Thank you, Allah, for this blessful life, this wonderful family.
Thank you, Allah, for my Ayah, my Ibu, Aten and Awit.
Datoks and Neneks. Cousins and Relatives.
Friends and Earthlings.
I LOVE YOU!

"I'm telling you, I've got a lot to update, I swear. But, I just can't get myself to go about doing it. Oh, tell me what's the f***ing wrong wimme. Dear God, I need you now more than ever. Please, listen to my plea! All I need is ONE golden opportunity. Just ONCE. It ain't that many. ))':

This whole thing is driving me crazy! Pity them, even if you don't pity me. Help them by helping me, oh Almighty one. I'm so helpless... Nobody else to turn to but You... Please grant me my wish. Amiin."

Thank you, baby love, for all the words of encouragement. Y'know she loves you. Hell, as much as she doesn't wanna believe it, she seriously thinks that she's suffering from depression. ((Which way did the old bubbly-blur Faana go? Beats me.)) Anw, Idk if she'll be coming here anytime soon. Things have never seemed so hard for her, until now. But, don't worry. She's not losing any of her senses, yet. She won't resort to doing silly things, mark my words. Maybe this is, but just a testament of faith from Him. Positive thoughts, still. I know she's much stronger than she thinks she is, so she should be able to pull through. She has boldly faced a lot of setbacks before, so I'm most certain she can emerge winner from this trial, too. Yes? No? Come, don't dampen her hopes just yet. Spur her spirits on!

Please, enlighten her.
Remember her in your prayers.

Alhamdulillah. My relationship with my beau is improving. We're so much better, now. Honesty is the best policy, so they say. The truth always hurts, yes? But, nobody likes living in denial, either. I love you, baby love.

And, oh gee. I think I'm behaving like one, spoilt girlfriend, can. 'Cos he's been very, very understanding towards me, and y'can even tell that he's been pampering me alot. Hehe. Just so y'know, he has credited thirty dollars top-up value to my pre-paid card, so far! Tell me, how should I react?! Go on, tell me. =.=" Of course, I'll politely decline his offer everytime, as he tends to make me feel bad that way. He's one, generous guy, really. Alaa, matahe kita so cuute laa awak. De pernah cakap pat kita cenni taw;

"It's u tats bad.. U kn tkde duit.. Kalau I tak top-upkn utk u, abe macamana I nk cntct u? Ltr I miss u, hw?"
*smiling sheepishly* Hehehe, tersenyum kambeng gurun betol, chek taw. Oh, I'm also elated to share with y'guys that we just turned a month's old, last Friday. Hehe, Happy 1 Monthsary, Baby Love! He made me teared with his text message, that early morning;

"Ayng! Gd mawnin.. Happy 1 mnth anniversary.. Hehe.. Itz been a j0vial n happy experience 4 us.. Bt sumtimes we d0 argue n disagree wit each other.. Itz all part n parcel of relati0nshp... Buang yng keruh, ambil yng jernih.. K dear? Lets start anew n i want us t0 be happy t0day.. C0s itz a special day4 us.. Abng berjanji tat abng akan talk m0re n c0mmunicate well wit u.. Make j0kes n keep u happy n smiling always.. Ily n imy ayng! Muuackz3!"
*smiling sheepishly, again!* Hehe, that's right. I like to address him as 'abang'. Don't ask me why. Beats myself too, haha! In return, he'll address me as 'ayang' also laa. And, with tender loving care, at that! *Wah piang, so malu de can!* Hehehehe. *tersengeh macam babi pulakk, can? Babi macam quite kasar a word uh. Inzil lagi sedap mata membaca. HAHAHA!* Dah, Fanaa kalau dah sewel, jangan dilayan sangat. ((;

* * * * * * * * * * *Anw, last Saturday was abang Udin's wedding. Alhamdulillah, everything was smooth sailing. I love weddings, hehe. It's so joyous an occasion! Who can resist the mouth-watering buffet spread, beautiful themed decorations, karaoke ((my all-time favourite thing to do)) abang-abang kompang (complete dengan kain samping and shades lagi, beb!), wira-wira silat yang terror, adek-adek bunga mangga kita, and never forgetting our hardworking kendarats! Chek suka intai-intai pat abang-abang yang cuci pinggan mangkok kitorang tuu. Part-time hobby tuu, haha! Oh, Malay weddings are always so meriah, y'know. Who'll ever deny that? ((:

Anw, semoga jodoh abang Udin & kak Lisa berkekalan hingga ke Syurga, Amiin ya Robbil Alaamin. FYI, the bride's a Norwegian. Her fullname is Trellevik Norlisa Bte Effendi Muhammad. Sedap kan. And personally, she reminds me of Barbarella Chanel (The Noose), or better known as Michelle Chong when closed-up. *winks*


{ Rodin Adam Litak & Trellevik Norlisa Effendi Muhammad }

{ Mak & Bapak Pengantin }


{ Geng kaki karaoke Power Gerekk! }



{ group photo with Siti Farhana & Nadia Farhana }

{ with Sakina & Rizal }


{ Live Entertainment by Cucu Datok Merah }

{Special Appearance by Man Toyak }
So, y'can imagine how meriah, it is! Suara Man Toyak power gilaa, beb! He can hit the high notes, gua salute sama lu laa brother! *kowtow-ing to him* He's residing in Woodlands, btw.

And, man, I can't believe that Ayah's into rock, too! Haha, suprise, suprise. He kept angguk-ing his kepala to the beat, can! Wak Faiz & Wak Neng, Paman Pit & Paman Taha, and even chubby cousin Azri Syafiq were amused. Oh, and kak Aili was there at the wedding, too! Miss you alot, bebeh! In fact, I miss my Wedoks so much! *Bila nak meetup, nii?* We did a lil' bit of catching up. So now, I'm no longer confused with who's Mr Sunshine & who's Sunshine 59 anymore, hehe! *winks*

I can't wait for Cik Shikin's wedding, then Cik Haris' wedding... Cik Ne's wedding, then Cik Mimi's wedding... Wonder who'll be next-in-line then, eh? Hehe. Weddings are just so wonderful y'know, 'cos I'll getta meetup with my cousins after so long. Since semua dah grown up kan, so macam susah nak jumpa each other. Sayang my saudaras from both sides! *mwax* ((:

To Aunn;
Gerek uh bobal dengan ko after so long. Kelakar uh dorang kacau ko dengan minah kuda belang tuu, haha! And, I'll get Ikhsan to e-mail you your pictures, okays? && y'wanna go double-date, anot? Haha! You & Masturah, Farhan & I. Hehe. Let's do that, one day. *winks*

To Nur Amalina;
Hang & Suparman, bila daa? Jangan tunggu lama-lama, nanti lama-lama. Nanti dikebas orang, taw. *winks*


{ Sakina & kak Julie }
Psst! Kak Julie wishes to have an adorably beautiful daughter like her, hehe!

Hey, people! Can you believe it? I'm blogging rightnow, after being M.I.A for too long! Man, this feels great. Haha. (:

On a heavier note, March 10 will be my lastday in ITE CW-CT! Omg, is my journey in ITE finally coming to an end? NAY! It's always been that way, isn't it? Like me; initially, you can't wait for your two-year course to game. BUT, now that the bonds of friendship are forged, rasa macam sedehh gituu nak tinggalkan kengkawan kita yang menawan. ((Hey, it rhymes! Hehe.))

I'll miss those silly things, my girlfriends and I would do. Though, one's like already twenty-one ((who uh, Jarina eh? Haha!)), another's turning twenty-one this November ((Sakina)) and I'm turning twenty years old myself this December... Perangai masing-masing semua tak ubah macam budak kecik. Chet! Eh salaa, lagi teruk daripada budak kecik. Haha! The burpings, the fartings, the shoutings, the jumpings, the laughters... HEAVENLY. (;

Oh, and how Jarina has progressed from not being able to talk a single word of Malay, until (voila!) she can communicate in Bahasa Melayu pretty well. ((Ebahh!)) Can consider her an expert already liao. Tak sia-sia de hangout dengan kita these two years taw. So, the nextime some Malay minahs think that they can mess with her, fat hope laa deyy! *Do the banana, J! Show 'em whatcha got! Pheewitt!* Hehe, kembang eh, J! Suka, suka! Dah boleh kahwen dengan orang Melayu uh dekni. *winks* I'm so gonna miss you, Miss Dover! *wipes away tears*

So, what now? This coming Tuesday will be the lastime my girlfriends are gonna ask me for tissues, comb and whatnots? Haha! That's right; another name y'guys could call me would be 'Miss Toiletries'! I've been sponsoring dont-know-how-many-packets of tissues throughout my whole two years in ITE, can! Oh, and Sakina has been sponsoring mineral water, whilst J just shake leg only. Oh, wait. Actually, she's been assisting Kina with refilling of the water bottle. HAHAHA! Just joking, sayang. Jarina's what we can call - our very own 'calories scanner'. Hehe. She'll tell us not to eat that particular food, fearing of its fattening content. But, of course, Kina & I will just put on a deaf ear most of the time. Hehe. ((;

There's so much to write... I'm just happy that my two years in ITE have been very fruitful. Many things I thought I could/would never do... I've proven myself and everybody else wrong. And, what's best, to be able to do it, alongside my two precious girlbestfriends! Priceless memories that I'll forever cherish. (':

* * * * * * * * * * *Like some of y'guys know, I just got myself attached, last February 6. I prefer to keep it low-key, rather than to make a big hoo-haa out of it. ((Substract the 'a' from my name, and you'll get his.)) He's the same age as me, currently serving the nation in the Army (driving). He graduated from ITE CE; plans to join the SPF after his ORD. I gotta know him from the Net, so kirakan kita nii bercinta di alam siber laa ye. Hehe. Kita berkenalan for genap-genap sebulan, then that's when he popped out the question. I wasn't clearly ready, but I decided to give it a try. Y'know, go with the flow... Who knows, we can make it work.

We're doing well, I'ld say, and February 14 was our very first meeting. He gamme this rose flower... We had a chocolate gateau cake to eat. Sweet~ BUT, recently, I've been having some problems communicating with him. I know how he frequently tell me, how a good listener he is... Yes, I can tell. But, he must also know that we must each contribute our fair share of talking, in order for us to keep the conversation going. I can't be doing the talking all the time, y'know. I would love to hear what he has to say. Correct me, if I'm wrong. /:

And, so it happens that, Faisy Daisy came into the picture. I happened to receive a miss call from him, on February 11. ((Is history repeating itself?)) This goes out especially to my dear Wedoks;

1) R happened to getta know me, 'cos he dialled a wrong no.
(and ended up getting mine?!)
1) Faisy Daisy claimed that he had my no. in his phonebook,
and wondered at himself, who I am.

2) R lives at Lor. Lew Lian, near Hougang.
2) Faisy Daisy lives at Hougang area, but he didn't specify where exactly.

3) R's turning 24 years old, this November.
3) Faisy Daisy's turning 22 years old, this May.
Whoa, take that! Hehe. And, I jolly well know that I'm not encouraged to talk to my other guyfriends, due to my new relationship status. Furthermore, my boyfriend's the kind that gets jealous easily, unfortunately for me. ((Gee, did I really say boyfriend?!)) WHY?! 'Cos I don't feel like it! I was at first, but I'll soon be losing it, if things don't get better. Seriously.

Whenever I'm down, I'll feel so tempted to call Faisy Daisy. And, which I did! He's always there to listen to me. He's got this personality, that I like very much. It's funny how we can actually clicked, when we both have no clue to who's on the other line. Unlike Faisy Daisy and me, my boyfriend has seen pictures of me, and I, him. That's how strange we are. (:

My boyfriend can be too quiet sometimes, so much that I'll get really bored. I suggested we do some singing, which I did. But he didn't, 'cos he claimed he was shy. ((Not fair and not gentleman of him, doncha think?)) So, the next move I could think of, was for him to tell me any jokes. He couldn't even came up with any! And, when that occur, we'll have this awkard pauses... that'll eventually lead to a long silence. ((Diam tak diam, bil tetap berjalan, chek abang oi.)) Then, he'll say his famous line, "Abe diam?" atau "Asal diam?" THAT HAPPENS EVERY TIME, so y'can imagine how fed-up I can get sometimes! And, we'll always quarrel, just b'cos of that! =.=" ((That applies to SMSes, too!))

Unlike my conversations with Faisy Daisy, I don't even realise how fast time flies, 'cos I don't feel like hanging up! That's how bad the situation is, if it was to be with my boyfriend. When I asked Faisy Daisy to sing me a song, he sportingly agreed. He admit that he's not gifted with a nice voice, and he was feeling nervous singing to me, a girl. BUT hey, atleast he tried! And, that's what really counts! I also find him very entertaining, as he never fail to make me laugh with his sense of humour! So much that, I'll always look forward to my next call with him. He never fail to text me good night messages, and make me go about smiling, when I read it the next morning.

I think I'm falling for him, and I even included the words IMY, at the end of almost, every messages that I sent him. He even confessed to me, that he shares the same feeling as I do him, despite knowing the fact that I belonged to somebody. Complicated? Tell me about it.

So, what's my next move, you're wondering? Why doncha share wimme some of your opinions, people? Should I stick to my boyfriend, and give him another chance? When, honestly, I don't feel like I'm attached to him? It's like, he's there, but he wasn't really there for me? Unlike when I'm with Faisy Daisy... He always keeps me happy. De pandai jaga hati orang, and we're always trynna getta know each other better. There's always something to talk about, something new about each other that we'ld discover. So, how? Which is which? I don't have the clear answer for now, but I know that the decision lies in my hands.

I LOU YOU!It's I Love You, supposedly. Haha. That catchy, three magical words will always remind me of Teha and our Grease family. Gee, did I really say family? I'm not crying rightnow, ain't I? *wipes away tears* Haha. Tears of joy, indeed! (':

It's been an interesting and wonderful journey in Grease. The ups and downs... What a rollercoaster ride! I still recall this one time, when I was at the verge of quitting... And, I wasn't the only one. We ensembles felt rather out of place, when we just couldn't seem to click with the main casts. BUT, I'm glad that we made the effort to bond with each other, and pulled ourselves together! We ended the show with a blast, didn't we, guys? It's was all so worth it y'know! The long and tiring rehearsals... NO REGRETS AT ALL. ((:


I sincerely thank our Artistic Director, Mr Tony Quek; Choral Director, Ms Irene Jansen; and Dance Choreographer, Mr Richard Chia ((I love him the most!)) for believing in me, the ensembles, the main casts as well as the alumnis. In short, the whole lot of us! I'm so grateful to be given the opportunity to work in this legendary musical. I love each and everyone of you, whacky casts! Keep in touch, okays! It's true what Gab quoted, "This musical is a testament to what we can achieve, if we all put our hearts into it." Although it's over now, it's just a beginning for the rest of us. Right, y'guys? *imitating Rizzo's voice*

I gave my all out for all four consecutive shows; the preview (Thursday), GALA night (Friday), as well as for the matinee and evening shows on Saturday. Heck, w'all did! What y'guys saw on stage were the fruits from us core group of students, who have persevered and stayed united throughout. I would also like to express my heartfelt thanks to our (student) professional hairstylists and make-up artists ((I'm so gonnabe their No. 1 customer!)), our hardworking backstage crew, my beloved parents ((it won't be possible for me to do this, without their blessings)), my beloved siblings, my beloved cousins ((Wedoks, y'guys rock!)), Wak Lan & Rose, Cik Ne & kak Julie, Cik Roha & Cik Sita, and never forgetting my very own class advisor, Mr Sunny Chow, as well as my kecohrable classmates, for your time and support! *BIG HUGS*

Alrights, pictures up, now! These no-words-can-put-it memories will forever hold a special place in my heart. Once again, I LOU YOU! ((:


This is us.


My precious bestfriends.
Be it on stage or behind the scene, we're all the same.

Special Edition: Cinta Di Lokasi

Sakina & Rizal

Frenchy & Eugene (Syirah & Syaiful)

Cha-Cha & Sonny (April & Iskandar)
Now, starring the main casts... *drum rolls, please*

Pink Ladies

With Rizzo (Yaqin), Marty (Gab) & Frenchy (Syirah).
Not in picture: Sandy & Jan

T-Birds

With Danny (DJ), Sonny (Iskandar),

Roger (Daen) & Doody (Kassim).
Not in picture: Kenickie

The Other Casts

With Miss Lynch (Natri), Patty Simcox (Teha),

Vince Fontaine & Teen Angel (Julz), Cha-Cha DiGregorio (April),

& Eugene Florczyk (Farid).

The Ensemble Girls


♥ also your dainty cheerleaders & backup dancers! ♥
And, how can I forget my all-the-good-words-to-describe-him dance partner?
Kamsani Jumahat! So gentleman, all my ensemble girls agreed! They kept saying that I'm so lucky to have him. Hehe, they flatter you, uh sayang. HAHA! He's my so-called "boyfriend" on stage. It's been a pleasure working with you, nightingale. You'll make it big in the singing arena, there's no doubting it! I'll miss you, that's for sure. ((That drive-in scene was cute, doncha think so?)) *winks*

Kamsani & yours truly.
Of course, this musical won't be a success without the backstage crew, hairstylists and make-up artists! Here goes...

Abang Bear-Bear & I.

Nitec in Hair Fashion & Design

♥ Mr Ong Thien Chye ♥ | Nicholas | whatshisname?!

Mr Lim | Sze Ying

whatstheirnames?!

Nitec in Beauty Therapy


The helpful teachers.

Kah Wen | Aini | Amanda

Fizah & Lea | whatshername?! | Ferhana & Fizah
Last but not least, I thank you, my supporters! Haha! My wholesome buncha family! They're the ones whom have always got my back! Thank you for shouting my name out loud, Wedoks! I feel so popular for awhile, can! I'm so touched to hear from my Ibu, that korang sanggup ikat perut just to get to ITE CE on time, for the sole purpose of seeing me perfom! Is it true, Cik Sita? And, Zakya must have been worn out, yet she still rushed down so as to be punctual. I lou y'all many, many laa! *BIG HUGS & KISSES*


Seriously, I'm not quite done, yet. Hehe. There's alot more pictures I wanna upload, and there's like an essay, or better still, a composition for me to type! Haha! But, I'm kinda worn out, rightnow. So yeah, stay tune for further updates, okays! Until I see you in my next entry, take care! ((:

GREASE REHEARSAL SCHEDULE: ((September))

010908 to 110908 - ITE Exam Period; last day of exam on 120908

Friday; 120908; 1600hrs-1800hrs; Dance
Saturday; 130908; 0930-1130hrs; Acting
Saturday; 130908; 1200hrs-1400hrs; Vocal

Friday; 190908; 1600hrs=1800hrs; Dance
Saturday; 200908; 0930hrs-1130hrs; Acting
Saturday; 200908; 1200hrs-1400hrs; Vocal

Monday; 220908; 1000hrs-1300hrs; Acting
Monday; 220908; 1400hrs-1700hrs; Dance

Tuesday; 230908; 1000hrs-1300hrs; Vocal
Tuesday; 230908; 1430hrs-1730hrs; Acting

Wednesday; 240908; 1000hrs-1300hrs; Vocal
Wednesday; 240908; 1400hrs-1700hrs; Dance

Thursday; 250908; 1000hrs-1300hrs; Acting
Thursday; 250908; 1400hrs-1700hrs; Dance

Friday, 260908 & Saturday, 270908; Hari Raya Break