Take Her Pick.
"It takes only a minute to have a crush on someone; an hour to like someone; and a day to love someone. But, it takes a lifetime to forget someone..."
♥Yours truly,
Crush On Youu
Ferhana Fardzel her pen name.
♥ Single | 19 | Demure ♥
&& she loves Tracy Turnblad from the musical Hairspray!
Acting : Dancing : Singing
Boy, you know she's got her eyes on you!
Jeu D'Esprit.
BASIC RULES APPLY. And, tag her it, if you want to be linked. ((:
FYI. The words ☆Crush ★On★ You☆ above are clickable. Thank you.
Pretty Things!
Berber-Lined Fleece Jacket.
Billabong Lumberjane.
Blossom Tote.
Cargo Pants.
Cotton Voile Sundress.
Crochet Cardigan.
Denim Jumper.
Dotted Swiss Cardigan.
Lurex-Stitched Jeans.
MacBook Pro.
Ruffled-Collar Shirt.
Pintuck Shirt.
Pleated Crepe Dress.
Quilted Floral Wristlet.
Silver Bangle Bracelet.
Skechers' Mary Janes.
Sony DSLR-A700 Carl Zeiss Kit.
Stretch Gabardine Pants.
Stretch Satin Pants.
Stretch Straight-Cut Jeans.
Tissue-Weight Tee.
Tunic-Length Blouson.
Velvet Hobo.
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 Hey, people! Can you believe it? I'm blogging rightnow, after being M.I.A for too long! Man, this feels great. Haha. (: On a heavier note, March 10 will be my lastday in ITE CW-CT! Omg, is my journey in ITE finally coming to an end? NAY! It's always been that way, isn't it? Like me; initially, you can't wait for your two-year course to game. BUT, now that the bonds of friendship are forged, rasa macam sedehh gituu nak tinggalkan kengka wan kita yang mena wan. ((Hey, it rhymes! Hehe.)) I'll miss those silly things, my girlfriends and I would do. Though, one's like already twenty-one ((who uh, Jarina eh? Haha!)), another's turning twenty-one this November ((Sakina)) and I'm turning twenty years old myself this December... Perangai masing-masing semua tak ubah macam budak kecik. Chet! Eh salaa, lagi teruk daripada budak kecik. Haha! The burpings, the fartings, the shoutings, the jumpings, the laughters... HEAVENLY. (; Oh, and how Jarina has progressed from not being able to talk a single word of Malay, until (voila!) she can communicate in Bahasa Melayu pretty well. ((Ebahh!)) Can consider her an expert already liao. Tak sia-sia de hangout dengan kita these two years taw. So, the nextime some Malay minahs think that they can mess with her, fat hope laa deyy! *Do the banana, J! Show 'em whatcha got! Pheewitt!* Hehe, kembang eh, J! Suka, suka! Dah boleh kahwen dengan orang Melayu uh dekni. *winks* I'm so gonna miss you, Miss Dover! *wipes away tears* So, what now? This coming Tuesday will be the lastime my girlfriends are gonna ask me for tissues, comb and whatnots? Haha! That's right; another name y'guys could call me would be 'Miss Toiletries'! I've been sponsoring dont-know-how-many-packets of tissues throughout my whole two years in ITE, can! Oh, and Sakina has been sponsoring mineral water, whilst J just shake leg only. Oh, wait. Actually, she's been assisting Kina with refilling of the water bottle. HAHAHA! Just joking, sayang. Jarina's what we can call - our very own 'calories scanner'. Hehe. She'll tell us not to eat that particular food, fearing of its fattening content. But, of course, Kina & I will just put on a deaf ear most of the time. Hehe. ((; There's so much to write... I'm just happy that my two years in ITE have been very fruitful. Many things I thought I could/would never do... I've proven myself and everybody else wrong. And, what's best, to be able to do it, alongside my two precious girlbestfriends! Priceless memories that I'll forever cherish. (': * * * * * * * * * * *Like some of y'guys know, I just got myself attached, last February 6. I prefer to keep it low-key, rather than to make a big hoo-haa out of it. ((Substract the 'a' from my name, and you'll get his.)) He's the same age as me, currently serving the nation in the Army (driving). He graduated from ITE CE; plans to join the SPF after his ORD. I gotta know him from the Net, so kirakan kita nii bercinta di alam siber laa ye. Hehe. Kita berkenalan for genap-genap sebulan, then that's when he popped out the question. I wasn't clearly ready, but I decided to give it a try. Y'know, go with the flow... Who knows, we can make it work. We're doing well, I'ld say, and February 14 was our very first meeting. He gamme this rose flower... We had a chocolate gateau cake to eat. Sweet~ BUT, recently, I've been having some problems communicating with him. I know how he frequently tell me, how a good listener he is... Yes, I can tell. But, he must also know that we must each contribute our fair share of talking, in order for us to keep the conversation going. I can't be doing the talking all the time, y'know. I would love to hear what he has to say. Correct me, if I'm wrong. /: And, so it happens that, Faisy Daisy came into the picture. I happened to receive a miss call from him, on February 11. ((Is history repeating itself?)) This goes out especially to my dear Wedoks; 1) R happened to getta know me, 'cos he dialled a wrong no.
(and ended up getting mine?!)
1) Faisy Daisy claimed that he had my no. in his phonebook,
and wondered at himself, who I am.
2) R lives at Lor. Lew Lian, near Hougang.
2) Faisy Daisy lives at Hougang area, but he didn't specify where exactly.
3) R's turning 24 years old, this November.
3) Faisy Daisy's turning 22 years old, this May.Whoa, take that! Hehe. And, I jolly well know that I'm not encouraged to talk to my other guyfriends, due to my new relationship status. Furthermore, my boyfriend's the kind that gets jealous easily, unfortunately for me. ((Gee, did I really say boyfriend?!)) WHY?! 'Cos I don't feel like it! I was at first, but I'll soon be losing it, if things don't get better. Seriously. Whenever I'm down, I'll feel so tempted to call Faisy Daisy. And, which I did! He's always there to listen to me. He's got this personality, that I like very much. It's funny how we can actually clicked, when we both have no clue to who's on the other line. Unlike Faisy Daisy and me, my boyfriend has seen pictures of me, and I, him. That's how strange we are. (: My boyfriend can be too quiet sometimes, so much that I'll get really bored. I suggested we do some singing, which I did. But he didn't, 'cos he claimed he was shy. ((Not fair and not gentleman of him, doncha think?)) So, the next move I could think of, was for him to tell me any jokes. He couldn't even came up with any! And, when that occur, we'll have this awkard pauses... that'll eventually lead to a long silence. ((Diam tak diam, bil tetap berjalan, chek abang oi.)) Then, he'll say his famous line, "Abe diam?" atau "Asal diam?" THAT HAPPENS EVERY TIME, so y'can imagine how fed-up I can get sometimes! And, we'll always quarrel, just b'cos of that! =.=" ((That applies to SMSes, too!)) Unlike my conversations with Faisy Daisy, I don't even realise how fast time flies, 'cos I don't feel like hanging up! That's how bad the situation is, if it was to be with my boyfriend. When I asked Faisy Daisy to sing me a song, he sportingly agreed. He admit that he's not gifted with a nice voice, and he was feeling nervous singing to me, a girl. BUT hey, atleast he tried! And, that's what really counts! I also find him very entertaining, as he never fail to make me laugh with his sense of humour! So much that, I'll always look forward to my next call with him. He never fail to text me good night messages, and make me go about smiling, when I read it the next morning. I think I'm falling for him, and I even included the words IMY, at the end of almost, every messages that I sent him. He even confessed to me, that he shares the same feeling as I do him, despite knowing the fact that I belonged to somebody. Complicated? Tell me about it. So, what's my next move, you're wondering? Why doncha share wimme some of your opinions, people? Should I stick to my boyfriend, and give him another chance? When, honestly, I don't feel like I'm attached to him? It's like, he's there, but he wasn't really there for me? Unlike when I'm with Faisy Daisy... He always keeps me happy. De pandai jaga hati orang, and we're always trynna getta know each other better. There's always something to talk about, something new about each other that we'ld discover. So, how? Which is which? I don't have the clear answer for now, but I know that the decision lies in my hands. 
GREASE REHEARSAL SCHEDULE: ((September))
010908 to 110908 - ITE Exam Period; last day of exam on 120908
Friday; 120908; 1600hrs-1800hrs; Dance
Saturday; 130908; 0930-1130hrs; Acting
Saturday; 130908; 1200hrs-1400hrs; Vocal
Friday; 190908; 1600hrs=1800hrs; Dance
Saturday; 200908; 0930hrs-1130hrs; Acting
Saturday; 200908; 1200hrs-1400hrs; Vocal
Monday; 220908; 1000hrs-1300hrs; Acting
Monday; 220908; 1400hrs-1700hrs; Dance
Tuesday; 230908; 1000hrs-1300hrs; Vocal
Tuesday; 230908; 1430hrs-1730hrs; Acting
Wednesday; 240908; 1000hrs-1300hrs; Vocal
Wednesday; 240908; 1400hrs-1700hrs; Dance
Thursday; 250908; 1000hrs-1300hrs; Acting
Thursday; 250908; 1400hrs-1700hrs; Dance
Friday, 260908 & Saturday, 270908; Hari Raya Break
Hey, people! Can you believe it? I'm blogging rightnow, after being M.I.A for too long! Man, this feels great. Haha. (: On a heavier note, March 10 will be my lastday in ITE CW-CT! Omg, is my journey in ITE finally coming to an end? NAY! It's always been that way, isn't it? Like me; initially, you can't wait for your two-year course to game. BUT, now that the bonds of friendship are forged, rasa macam sedehh gituu nak tinggalkan kengka wan kita yang mena wan. ((Hey, it rhymes! Hehe.)) I'll miss those silly things, my girlfriends and I would do. Though, one's like already twenty-one ((who uh, Jarina eh? Haha!)), another's turning twenty-one this November ((Sakina)) and I'm turning twenty years old myself this December... Perangai masing-masing semua tak ubah macam budak kecik. Chet! Eh salaa, lagi teruk daripada budak kecik. Haha! The burpings, the fartings, the shoutings, the jumpings, the laughters... HEAVENLY. (; Oh, and how Jarina has progressed from not being able to talk a single word of Malay, until (voila!) she can communicate in Bahasa Melayu pretty well. ((Ebahh!)) Can consider her an expert already liao. Tak sia-sia de hangout dengan kita these two years taw. So, the nextime some Malay minahs think that they can mess with her, fat hope laa deyy! *Do the banana, J! Show 'em whatcha got! Pheewitt!* Hehe, kembang eh, J! Suka, suka! Dah boleh kahwen dengan orang Melayu uh dekni. *winks* I'm so gonna miss you, Miss Dover! *wipes away tears* So, what now? This coming Tuesday will be the lastime my girlfriends are gonna ask me for tissues, comb and whatnots? Haha! That's right; another name y'guys could call me would be 'Miss Toiletries'! I've been sponsoring dont-know-how-many-packets of tissues throughout my whole two years in ITE, can! Oh, and Sakina has been sponsoring mineral water, whilst J just shake leg only. Oh, wait. Actually, she's been assisting Kina with refilling of the water bottle. HAHAHA! Just joking, sayang. Jarina's what we can call - our very own 'calories scanner'. Hehe. She'll tell us not to eat that particular food, fearing of its fattening content. But, of course, Kina & I will just put on a deaf ear most of the time. Hehe. ((; There's so much to write... I'm just happy that my two years in ITE have been very fruitful. Many things I thought I could/would never do... I've proven myself and everybody else wrong. And, what's best, to be able to do it, alongside my two precious girlbestfriends! Priceless memories that I'll forever cherish. (': * * * * * * * * * * *Like some of y'guys know, I just got myself attached, last February 6. I prefer to keep it low-key, rather than to make a big hoo-haa out of it. ((Substract the 'a' from my name, and you'll get his.)) He's the same age as me, currently serving the nation in the Army (driving). He graduated from ITE CE; plans to join the SPF after his ORD. I gotta know him from the Net, so kirakan kita nii bercinta di alam siber laa ye. Hehe. Kita berkenalan for genap-genap sebulan, then that's when he popped out the question. I wasn't clearly ready, but I decided to give it a try. Y'know, go with the flow... Who knows, we can make it work. We're doing well, I'ld say, and February 14 was our very first meeting. He gamme this rose flower... We had a chocolate gateau cake to eat. Sweet~ BUT, recently, I've been having some problems communicating with him. I know how he frequently tell me, how a good listener he is... Yes, I can tell. But, he must also know that we must each contribute our fair share of talking, in order for us to keep the conversation going. I can't be doing the talking all the time, y'know. I would love to hear what he has to say. Correct me, if I'm wrong. /: And, so it happens that, Faisy Daisy came into the picture. I happened to receive a miss call from him, on February 11. ((Is history repeating itself?)) This goes out especially to my dear Wedoks; 1) R happened to getta know me, 'cos he dialled a wrong no.
(and ended up getting mine?!)
1) Faisy Daisy claimed that he had my no. in his phonebook,
and wondered at himself, who I am.
2) R lives at Lor. Lew Lian, near Hougang.
2) Faisy Daisy lives at Hougang area, but he didn't specify where exactly.
3) R's turning 24 years old, this November.
3) Faisy Daisy's turning 22 years old, this May.Whoa, take that! Hehe. And, I jolly well know that I'm not encouraged to talk to my other guyfriends, due to my new relationship status. Furthermore, my boyfriend's the kind that gets jealous easily, unfortunately for me. ((Gee, did I really say boyfriend?!)) WHY?! 'Cos I don't feel like it! I was at first, but I'll soon be losing it, if things don't get better. Seriously. Whenever I'm down, I'll feel so tempted to call Faisy Daisy. And, which I did! He's always there to listen to me. He's got this personality, that I like very much. It's funny how we can actually clicked, when we both have no clue to who's on the other line. Unlike Faisy Daisy and me, my boyfriend has seen pictures of me, and I, him. That's how strange we are. (: My boyfriend can be too quiet sometimes, so much that I'll get really bored. I suggested we do some singing, which I did. But he didn't, 'cos he claimed he was shy. ((Not fair and not gentleman of him, doncha think?)) So, the next move I could think of, was for him to tell me any jokes. He couldn't even came up with any! And, when that occur, we'll have this awkard pauses... that'll eventually lead to a long silence. ((Diam tak diam, bil tetap berjalan, chek abang oi.)) Then, he'll say his famous line, "Abe diam?" atau "Asal diam?" THAT HAPPENS EVERY TIME, so y'can imagine how fed-up I can get sometimes! And, we'll always quarrel, just b'cos of that! =.=" ((That applies to SMSes, too!)) Unlike my conversations with Faisy Daisy, I don't even realise how fast time flies, 'cos I don't feel like hanging up! That's how bad the situation is, if it was to be with my boyfriend. When I asked Faisy Daisy to sing me a song, he sportingly agreed. He admit that he's not gifted with a nice voice, and he was feeling nervous singing to me, a girl. BUT hey, atleast he tried! And, that's what really counts! I also find him very entertaining, as he never fail to make me laugh with his sense of humour! So much that, I'll always look forward to my next call with him. He never fail to text me good night messages, and make me go about smiling, when I read it the next morning. I think I'm falling for him, and I even included the words IMY, at the end of almost, every messages that I sent him. He even confessed to me, that he shares the same feeling as I do him, despite knowing the fact that I belonged to somebody. Complicated? Tell me about it. So, what's my next move, you're wondering? Why doncha share wimme some of your opinions, people? Should I stick to my boyfriend, and give him another chance? When, honestly, I don't feel like I'm attached to him? It's like, he's there, but he wasn't really there for me? Unlike when I'm with Faisy Daisy... He always keeps me happy. De pandai jaga hati orang, and we're always trynna getta know each other better. There's always something to talk about, something new about each other that we'ld discover. So, how? Which is which? I don't have the clear answer for now, but I know that the decision lies in my hands.
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